Valentine's day? sorry but it's not how it works

"Sorry,i'm sorry but it won't work" he was saying with a poker face. "It's ok... i can live with it."her voice seemed fading away as she turned around andnwas moving two blocks away as she said it. She had to take in two deep hreaths as it was laid. Awkward silence is what persisted after that and she chos to break the monotony as she began : "Are you having feelings for Selena?
He was confused if he did or jot. He had no other option here than to say no which had a 50 % possiblity as he had never evalutated him and her. Thinking this took a lot of time and my silence led her to believe i did but in fact my answer spilled out no whose effect couldn't  neutralise the effect of momentary silence.
"Then why do you hate me?" She was acting a reporter this time.
He got tears on her misunderstanding. He just had enough strength to get up, look her in the eyes grab her and say " I don't hate you. I like you a lot more than you think" He took a seat beside her.. the last words should've an euphoric effect that she was startled and an emotional conflict had started in her heart. His words were confusing but yet he meant each and every one of it. She then asked " What do you mean? Your actions deflect out of your words path.i dared to express my feelings oj February 14th risking it by choosing classroom to say it all. I can't prove more than it.. But it's you who needs to prove it now... Prove your words. Prove it in front of everyone if you dare. "
She continued as he didn't made any effort to speak. She was in a sarcastic tone this timr sayinh " Alright spill it out. Make an excuse . Just give me a reason like everyone else and Get the fuck off my life.. stop messing around with my head ".
"Yeah, right! " he screamed this time unconscious of the fact that still some teachers were around. But he slowed down next" Yeah! RIGHT! That's what i planned to do. But you know why? Because it took a lot more wet pillows and teddy hugs to forget your love . It took a lot of patience and a lot of time of ignoring you to be this stone hearted but now i realise one more second with you i'll fall in love with you.. Again... and this time i fear i won't be able to get out. I fear falling. I fear having a crush on you because .........."
There was silence and the only sounds were his tears dropping in the wooden desks..
He continued " I plan on leaving as a boyfriend but i still want you as friends.. my bestie.. the person who won't judge me if i am hungover or at the worst shape of my life. I want to be back in time when things were good between us.. i want to be back to time when i had a crush on you yet i was scared to say it. I want a friend, a friend like you... "
He got up, grabbed his coat and left leaving her enough time to process the last hug and other things that had recently happened.....

Proposing right  on Feb 14 isn't proof of true love. You love someone when you know you're there for someone whether it's day or night, whether you're healthy or having the worst day of your life you know you just have to be present for this person.. people just exagerrate stuff about love. It's all fake stuff, love isn't do this for me and i'll do this for you but i'll do this for you because i want to do it for you.. And yet a lot of people don't get this on valentines day and many of them are together but not in love and Someone, some one , some people, some people around you are in  love but not together.And P.s You may express your love but people mayn't undestand so learn to do it in a way they do because it's the job of the knowledgeable to preach others who are unknown because sometimes love is the best thing we do. ☺