Teenage Dreams

And the last farewell.. Sheduled to be on March 19 2016 and i suddenly started to question my plans on attending or not the ceremony. It's actually a Get Together. But if i had to get her.. i had to stay away from her as far as possible.. i don't want a misunderstanding be created due to the friendship on relationship. And ugh, trust me today i got it, in this low state of my life when three mood breakers are attacking at a time( Coordinator strikes again, she has been off for a time and last night i had bad(suicidal)thoughts) which i told no one. But 1out of the total n number of people turned up to my aid.. All others were making fun up the situation and it was beyond control... i hated it.. but i had to prove.. and despited i had a fight with "A" ((that's her initial, i ain't calling her Sw31 no more)) i called her up. She was from a distant place but yet she had known bout my problem. How?? I didn't cared.. Neither i had to .... i just write, thinking

And as is stay stunned over my recent actions here on bed typing this blog and listening to music, i just realized that i had put on headphones on the wrong plug-in. Yeah! kinda stunned!  this shit is not based on love and stuff but just on me and the past three days, if I've known you in G+ you should've realized that I've been damn active recently, Yeah  new followers too! It all began with a dirty game of truth and dare where i lost and as per the dare, i had to put a poll on G+ . Damn till the day i didn't even know what it was. i was just OK and i posted! Yeah, nothing special as it sounds, Just a poll and it was OK! But damn 10 secs after the poll i just put the phone down and it was like beep-beep, Whoa! Am i famous or what? Literally the beeping continued, and something got to me, i started choosing dare for next three rounds and they would ask same. (we played it on mobile phone) The notifications lasted for like the whole day and the next, but i had started po