Teenage Dreams

I wasn't dressed the best, the first time I saw her.  The bliss of ignorance filled the air as a blow of senseless wisdom filled the spaces. Timing was at it's finest brew and the temperature of the room was matching the coffee pouring down of the coffee machine.  Eyes were rolling and everyone was looking at new faces that filled the auditorium that day. Happiness and Stress were distributed in equal proportions. Some were sure of their fate while some still argued that this is not their dream.  Maybe it wasn't,  maybe it was but still fate plans the best for everyone.  The rolling eyes that day,  caught some glimpses.  Some of the same glimpses happened to take place in the coming days leading to a deja vu situation where as some glimpses,  when happened didn't felt like it was the one and only time it was happening. But then time lead to prove that it was. Time is a strong player of the game. I never knew that the glimpses that happened only one, was going to happen

I was wrong that day and the biggest mistake I made was thinking it to be a regular day. It was a regular day in the sense that there were no special markings on the wall calendar but it was seriously something more than normal for me to flirt with someone after a long gap of many months. My recent break-up, which was a couple of months back had left me with no intention to be involved again in this agonizing game of heart make and heart breaks but seeing this girl for the first time had a different feeling. It was a reflex that I started talking with her and it was a reflex that simple texts lead to serious conversations and there were ingredients of flirt in every bite of the dish. Had the leisure lasted a bit longer, I would've taken things way down but  life had different plans. That was what happened that day and it ended up for good. You can't write this stuff. It's more beautiful when it's unexpected and that was something that happened the following day. I was

Pokemon Go. As it says action in motion. Now here let's deal with facts what i think are the pros and cons but before that let me ask the one on the 7th position: Is that legendary? Like seriously i'm numb at this thing. I went to youtube where at one video it said that it was but seriously I don't know because i have seen many Gyms with this thing. But ugh, After 18 hours, a 14 km walk, growing to level 10 and catching 32 pokemon out of 35 seen and having the highest CP of 512 i can tell that Pokemon Go seriously got me thinking rationally. I won't really tell if these are pros or cons but still these are my opinions After a fifth server crash during my gameplay i decided to uninstall pokemon go, at least till my exams will get over, it then got me thinking what i had really been doing. So i wake up every morning at 4 "For a jog" . Yeah! Saying that gets me laughing but still i walk around. Before this game i would have got up the same time and

Now the problem began from day 1 when i saw her and just-Just for no reason i fell, fell down in the trap doors of love below which i further went sinking as slowly time passed and intimacy had started to show it's influence. A year of togetherness followed by physical separation by increase in distnace in the next and as told hy Newton's law of gravitation " The attraction between two 'people' is inversely propotional to the square of distance between the two" the separation and extreme shyness started to show it's consequences and slowly we separated, far apart from each other, step by step as a diamagnetic moves in a magnetic field. But yet i felt for her, still i hesitated to look her in the eyes because i knew they could clearly reflect my love for her, i couldn't smile at her down the hall way because i knew the smile would mean something more than friendship. We were separated but never over. Then life happened but feelings that are supressed

Well, this trend has been going in the internet for a while now and i think i have a few words from my side too about this topic. So this is a story of an old man who invites 6 of his GrandChildren to visit him for dinner.Well in return no one except one decided to show up. He had 12 burgers prepared for 6 of his Kids. The burgers were far more worth than what it cost to buy them which the kids should've thought was worth missing. It had the love and sentiments of the old man which was later wiped out with tears of sadness. The picture clearly reflects his sentiments. This is not the story of this only man who got an oppourtunity to share his problems by having grand-daughters such as  @kelssseyharmon who was undertanding enough to bring the attention of the whole world under the topic. This story she posted, i don't know if it's true but i hope it is and i clearly undertand that it was a major issue today that needed to be brought under light. And she did good what she

Check out my first video.. A vlog... a video of my previous blog.. Titled: Just remember how you kissed me.. :) https://youtu.be/WEp2wCU1Rx0

I remember it hurt seeing her hurt. She was hurt, she was bleeding with fears, insecurities filled her heart and tears were the form that it could escape out of her body. She didn't tell me anything but yet i understood, i understand everything. She can mute down her volume but the fears that her eyes display and the words that her body speaks says everything. It hurt and it hurt more when the i couldn't help her. She was there but yet there was nothing i could do. She was dying but she's trying to show that she was living up to her fullest.. but she was. Was it a move to make ne jealous or an attemp to live those last few moments she would be spending in this country in the way she likes but i could see her having the spark for other guys. What spark i had for her,she can't see as thr brightness of my spark is so much that her eyes are forced to change directions without realising what were those lights potrating.. She could've made two lives better but she chose

And it was like a miracle, seeing her there unexpectedly, i was confused if i should, should? Nah! If i  could act normal. If i could just be me. she understood or maybe didn't saw me but she just went to the opposite direction in a group of her college mates. I was still looking at the group when i saw one of her pointing to my direction and to none of my shock she started the  journey. Some 10 meters distance between us and i remembered to my good that i was in the registration board. I was supposed to direct the group but there i was with a group of girls other, many of them creating a situation i couldn't talk with her.i could but i didn't want to, she came near and to my luck i was called by a teacher to the other part and we couldn't talk in between then. I saw she had a phone on her hand so i texted her pretending to call a friend, yeah! we're friends though, friends who talk, talk about all shit. We were just friends but as always at the end of the day a bon