The Constant Variable

Now the problem began from day 1 when i saw her and just-Just for no reason i fell, fell down in the trap doors of love below which i further went sinking as slowly time passed and intimacy had started to show it's influence. A year of togetherness followed by physical separation by increase in distnace in the next and as told hy Newton's law of gravitation " The attraction between two 'people' is inversely propotional to the square of distance between the two" the separation and extreme shyness started to show it's consequences and slowly we separated, far apart from each other, step by step as a diamagnetic moves in a magnetic field. But yet i felt for her, still i hesitated to look her in the eyes because i knew they could clearly reflect my love for her, i couldn't smile at her down the hall way because i knew the smile would mean something more than friendship. We were separated but never over.

Then life happened but feelings that are supressed under your sub-conscious mind sure do need space to come out and mine took the help of a game of truth and dare as i asked her out on a date but as always it was never meant to be.

 Merely two weeks back she just thought she would dial me up just to tell me that she had been adiicted to twitter and she wants me to take her password, change it and keep it for a week. I did so and now i'm confused if i should let it go or keep the matter alive because i see hope to enlighten the candel of love as i could see.

That was a call for demand as i would sense from one perspective. She had had her fair share of boyfriends who she knows won't work out for a fair share of time so as 18 kicked in she wanted confirmation. She wanted to be sure of life. She wanted security which she knew i could provide. I can't promise physical one though. in emotional, for her, i sure can promise i can give my best.

Or it could be a sense of fear. A fear to lose what she thinks is best for her. She is an experienced old lady so there's no confusion to say she can predict that if we separate now with the distance we have, it was sure for me, yeah for me to ignore her next time i would see her walking down the streets. She feared separation and again following sense of fear would be the sense of demand.

Any Way out of it?
Yeah! I'll promise to do anything but break her heart. I'll keep this going,after all she is that type of girl who i could take pratying with my friends and at the end of the day also bring home to my mother. ;)







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