Teenage Dreams

I wasn't dressed the best, the first time I saw her.  The bliss of ignorance filled the air as a blow of senseless wisdom filled the spaces. Timing was at it's finest brew and the temperature of the room was matching the coffee pouring down of the coffee machine.  Eyes were rolling and everyone was looking at new faces that filled the auditorium that day. Happiness and Stress were distributed in equal proportions. Some were sure of their fate while some still argued that this is not their dream.  Maybe it wasn't,  maybe it was but still fate plans the best for everyone.  The rolling eyes that day,  caught some glimpses.  Some of the same glimpses happened to take place in the coming days leading to a deja vu situation where as some glimpses,  when happened didn't felt like it was the one and only time it was happening. But then time lead to prove that it was. Time is a strong player of the game. I never knew that the glimpses that happened only one, was going to happen

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And it was like a miracle, seeing her there unexpectedly, i was confused if i should, should? Nah! If i  could act normal. If i could just be me. she understood or maybe didn't saw me but she just went to the opposite direction in a group of her college mates. I was still looking at the group when i saw one of her pointing to my direction and to none of my shock she started the  journey. Some 10 meters distance between us and i remembered to my good that i was in the registration board. I was supposed to direct the group but there i was with a group of girls other, many of them creating a situation i couldn't talk with her.i could but i didn't want to, she came near and to my luck i was called by a teacher to the other part and we couldn't talk in between then. I saw she had a phone on her hand so i texted her pretending to call a friend, yeah! we're friends though, friends who talk, talk about all shit. We were just friends but as always at the end of the day a bon

So january 25,1026, Oh! I mean 2016. Still her smell is having an euphoric effect over this melted heart which has been dived to it's core and out and the best it could have been through, so That day,today we were having exams, so at the midst of the exams, i could feel someone looking at me, i glanced back to prove myself correct but why?? Well i may have guessed she might want to know the answer but i was in a good mood so i asked what with my pleasent gesture. She on the other hand started writing without telling anything. Well, i frowned but what happened happend for the good as i could see the invigilator glance at me just the .01 second after i turned forward and started to write, had she replied i would still be turning back and could've been expelled or what so ever but no, i didn't. Thanks to her but yet i could feel the tension in her eyes, i knew something was wrong. Exams were over and i was out. I forgot about her but got lost in a group of guys, just before

2015/09/04.  Today’s date, yup it’s all about today! Let’s see a day @college, not a regular one. I saw feelings today. Sounds pretty funny but saw feelings huh! Maybe something like the running nose or smelling feet but I’m not going metaphorically but I mean that! Class 12 HSEB course of Nepal whoa! Turn a page and content on love! The most awkward phase of life is made more awkward. Well let me go to my story. Time: Around 10 in the morning. Class was going on. Was the last lecture of the day, so was supposed to be boring but nah the content was love, another damn class on feelings I’m trying to avoid. Every word teacher was saying was passing through my hearts and I feel myself in the same exact situation, awkward huh? I was scared that I was going to scream the name in my head loudly and how embarrassing it would be. These were all passing through my head, when suddenly I felt something on my ears, felt like someone, I didn’t give a turn but I took a short look back, I

The most beautiful thing of being a blogger is that i can get help from you guys whenever i want some help. Today let me share my experience on the first day of my English class of this session. Yeah! Sounds boring .English class?? Really you might be asking you would want to share it but yeah! Let me go with it! Trust me it's rather different from what you regularly hear. The teacher entered and the first question following was " Are you in Love?"  and the first person to be chosen to reply was non other than me" Whoa!Man! Love?? and you are asking me!"I thought but none was said. Seriously that's the situation when you can't go front or stay back! So i needed to get out of the position! But man i am some guy with a weak heart and trust me when the teacher pointed on me i was gasped in the sudden terror of  PANIC ATTACK and there was not enough blood in my brain enough to think for the reply. * You might know what difficult position it is to be asked