Teenage Dreams

I wasn't dressed the best, the first time I saw her.  The bliss of ignorance filled the air as a blow of senseless wisdom filled the spaces. Timing was at it's finest brew and the temperature of the room was matching the coffee pouring down of the coffee machine.  Eyes were rolling and everyone was looking at new faces that filled the auditorium that day. Happiness and Stress were distributed in equal proportions. Some were sure of their fate while some still argued that this is not their dream.  Maybe it wasn't,  maybe it was but still fate plans the best for everyone.  The rolling eyes that day,  caught some glimpses.  Some of the same glimpses happened to take place in the coming days leading to a deja vu situation where as some glimpses,  when happened didn't felt like it was the one and only time it was happening. But then time lead to prove that it was. Time is a strong player of the game. I never knew that the glimpses that happened only one, was going to happen

I was wrong that day and the biggest mistake I made was thinking it to be a regular day. It was a regular day in the sense that there were no special markings on the wall calendar but it was seriously something more than normal for me to flirt with someone after a long gap of many months. My recent break-up, which was a couple of months back had left me with no intention to be involved again in this agonizing game of heart make and heart breaks but seeing this girl for the first time had a different feeling. It was a reflex that I started talking with her and it was a reflex that simple texts lead to serious conversations and there were ingredients of flirt in every bite of the dish. Had the leisure lasted a bit longer, I would've taken things way down but  life had different plans. That was what happened that day and it ended up for good. You can't write this stuff. It's more beautiful when it's unexpected and that was something that happened the following day. I was

Now the problem began from day 1 when i saw her and just-Just for no reason i fell, fell down in the trap doors of love below which i further went sinking as slowly time passed and intimacy had started to show it's influence. A year of togetherness followed by physical separation by increase in distnace in the next and as told hy Newton's law of gravitation " The attraction between two 'people' is inversely propotional to the square of distance between the two" the separation and extreme shyness started to show it's consequences and slowly we separated, far apart from each other, step by step as a diamagnetic moves in a magnetic field. But yet i felt for her, still i hesitated to look her in the eyes because i knew they could clearly reflect my love for her, i couldn't smile at her down the hall way because i knew the smile would mean something more than friendship. We were separated but never over. Then life happened but feelings that are supressed