Teenage Dreams

Experience. what we all have every moment of our life but few care to share. It was two days ago i was on a road trip almost an hour long. Full of passengers the bus started . No place to have a seat. I wasn't disturbed but started my inspection out there. Out of the few people i noticed carefully there was this female aged almost 19(i guess) she took out her phone for no apparent reason. I was gazed at the phone . It was a Galaxy grand (not sure I or II). She took out pretended to dial some numbers deleted them. gave her phone a spin in her hands. Opened camera to front checked her makeup.(I know that's funny). Opened her gallery checked some of her selfies and so on. She was pretending as if she was showing all her phone functions. Almost three minutes after she kept it in her bag,that occurred because conductor was out there collecting fares.But she was beautiful anyways. :p There was someone i couldn't figure out who it was but if i had found him/her ( Possibly him b

Hello bloggers! ☺ Thank you for spending some of your time for my blog! Today june 27 2015. The first thing i remember when i woke up was about her. She ,the one in my dreams.The first thing i did was surfed on some social media and saw there was a msg from her.*thought she made my day* Opened it and it was a reply to my last msg. It was only 'k'. That hurts doesn't it. Yeah it does. No questions on that but the more that hurts is seeing her being busy with your friends and not you. Yeah my last post was also based on same.The last moment was a suspect but now 'm sure. All those dreams i had was kind of over. ONCE i even regreated that i am having dreams. LET me take a moment to evaluate myself and SW31. (Thats my codename for her. Sw is my initials 31 is a code i use with my friends so she won't know even i am talking about her in class or Social network). Yeah! I agree that i have my best time when i am with her but is my time worth her. I meant she has the

Getting suspicious. Its in our nature  and guess what it's ok! It's human nature that defies with the conspiracy that it's better now than after it's late. Me too have been the same tody it's been above two months i haven't seen her but 'm ok ! I trust her to the fullest. She was there for me when i remembered i lost hope. The one with the majority share behind my success that i achieved. But sometimes when i open Facebook/twitter/Instagram anywhere if i saw some other guys comment on her posts i get jealous! Whenever she sees some on mine(It's not so often) she goes on asking like who was that? and what ever! But i never had the desire and courage to do so. I remember once when i asked she was like just a good friend like you! Wait! I almost forgot! Why does she keeps asking me about the comments? IS she also into me or is it just me that has a weak and insane heart to go after what i can never have!  I am also a student interested in psychology. i h

Life is not something to be defined on trust!All those late night conversations were not based on the trust we wanted to develop in each other but were based on what we thought we would define learning. We were both learning each other so when the right time comes we could explode like a waterfall and it's all gonna end for once and for all! But guess what life doesn't goes that way! What you thought whom you hated suddenly becomes the one you trust the most.The one for whom you wake up everyday! The one who you remember before bed, the one becomes the world. But guess what you are gonna regreat it every morning that you think about her(i am a boy).You are restless and suddenly you realise you've changed.Nothing is same now. And before you can know it's gonna be over.(Finally got over her and i thank nature for healing it). #experience  #Sw31 *time heals everything*