Confession 13

This is not a blog. I know that this won't be read by no-one expect me to whom this post matters. And Yeah! I'll be writing every of my baggage that I need to let go of. I have a lot of them and It'll take time for me to be able to let it out.. Every one of it may not escape through writing but let's hope it'll be as much as I'll need.
#1
First of all, Let's start from 10th of November. Well, i am sorry for hurting you, Yeah! Maybe i was supposed to stick around in hard times but I had my problems, so #1, I'm truly sorry for cutting the call in the middle of conversation. It's just that I don't give a shit about your love life and how you love that girl and blah! Blah! Blah!😈
#2
October 12 or something around.
I've been in worst hangovers of my life and I literally am sorry to whomever it may concern. I shouldn't have done things or gone to places you denied and that was one of the worst decisions of my life.  Sorry.😧
#3
November 18
You called me. I knew you had expectations. You had those hopes from me. But I'm sorry to disappoint you. It's not that it's not the right thing that could have happened in my life but it's just that it was at the wrong time. I had different plans and those plans were fixed and i had to stick to what I had rather than what I can add to it. I can't see any points where I could change the plans. Yeah! I agree that nature may cross our paths. Maybe in that case, just so Maybe If you happen to come across, or I see you in the corner of the road, trust me this time I won't ignore you. Well, If that's the least you could expect from me that's the most I could give you. 💖💖
#4
November 5
Well, It was your fault. If you choose to send me rude texts, don't expect me to reply to them. And Apology is still unaccepted after what your text read. How could you just send such texts to a well wisher. 😠
#5
Sometimes in later ( December ...)
I know I will be taking a decision. Till date I feel that will be the right thing to do but let's see what follows. I just have this gut feeling that something in the universe will make me change my decisions and if I get an appropriate reason even that'll be acceptable. I'm already getting Goosebumps. 😫

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