Teenage Dreams

Being a guy. Yeah! I had a lot of question's last time i posted this on G+ . There were like 50+ of them. I was shocked at such responses to my post. I'll try answering almost all the questions I can.I'll take it in the form of paragraph and some bulletin because i need to connect the ideas to each other here.. Hey you, yeah, guy's kinda have feelings but it's hard to express out there due to all social stigma and shit, well me I just can't cry out there,.. and Ugh, If you want to know if a guy has crush on you,just check him out, how he acts around you and most importantly we're in 21st century,so if he's interested he'll definitely try calling you for no reason whatsoever. (This part is dedicated ☺) . And in my experience if a guy likes you he'll never ever tell his friends of the real one.. The one which he prays need to work out for the best....... I hope these weren't serious but it's all humorous  Ugh! how guys live with all

A story This is a story, a normal one, a story of a boy and a girl, The first time they saw each other, they fell in love It was the day after new year, the 2 nd day of the year Love doesn’t need a day, does it? Neither did they care. They first met when the guy pushed the girl Obviously the girl did fall Let me get to the plot what’s the hurry just wait, I’ll tell you the whole Story.. It was 2 nd day of the year but they both had their classes, both were late and in a hurry, and the guy had forgotten his glasses, They both were running and they collided, could’ve been a huge fight but being late, they both avoided. They say in love, the guy’s always wrong so earlier I said the guy pushed, did it quenched your thirst? They were going to class, so both had some books in hand, With the touching hands and colliding eyes slowly they did land. She blushed so did he; they were still for a second they forgot being late and the intimacy began. The girl starte

Hello and good morning! What’s new out there in your world? =D So crush huh! I’m crushed now figuring not to see my crush for about a month and being ignored by her all weekend, man that’s tougher then I thought! Now let’s see why my crush is my crush! Interesting topic! =D The case is kind of like this! Well no offence but that’s what I’ve been told by some guys! Well still she is there for me! Not sure but it may be because she has trust in me! This girl who I didn’t even know suddenly starts becoming frank to me shares her problem with parents and all shit! Between all those small talks Yeah I fell in love! <3 So hard, I had to get involved.. It all goes like this……………………….(A poem by me) Among the long talks we had, the emotional bonding we made, fights with each other we created, funny cum hurtful things we said, Despite all those you were the best Somewhere in the middle of the talks Yeah! I fell in love! <3 Its mysterious how things work out

The day. Yeah! The day! The day of realisation when you feel that you know your ambitions are like reaching the moon but it's not a decade back it was only possible after many years of dreaming,it had come true. Yeah that kinda sucks,when it's like "EVERYTHING LIKE NOTHING" what it meant?? Simple. YEah! When you feel you have everything but you just take a peek out of the shade just to realise it's nothing but it's not the end of hope. Yeah! Maybe i'm writing All these as i've been watching a lot of bill gates or zuckerberg or dr park speeches but in a matter of sense i realised that, nobody was sure of what lead. They just made their dreams not soon after just to realise that the dream was revolutionary. Yeah! You don't know which dream strikes you can change the world you just need to follow it! Moral epiphiny: Hard term! Huh! =D But it's common, you realise it that you've dreamt your life dream with open eyes and it's all you

Writing for a change! Yeah! i sometime am made feel that my blogs have been some sort of inspiration for many people, i found many of you on hangouts and i would like to thank you for all trust you have had for me! My next blog is dedicated on all that! All those problems my readers had sent will be there. I'm just working on it and just like to give a heads up to all those who have been waiting for the next blog! And still if you like to send your experiences just do it, no hesitation, secrecy will be maintained. Find me on  Google+ : Saurav Wagle Twitter : swwow_  instagram: Swow_ Or just drop your comments below, . . . . . .. . . . ^_^

The college crush Yeah! college crush cycle,sounds kinda different i guess but it's a routine like biology  at the first period, physics at the second and class ends with English lecture. The first day at college, you see a girl, pray that she may be put in your class, and whoa god listens, A class of Biology group so i guess it's obvious that               Girls population >> Guys population. We occupy the last bench and just in front of you the girl resides, your full interest in class is dedicated to her, you think about her, the first day you are just eager to know her name from the roll call,(( The one and only day you give damn about the roll calls i guess )). Then back home, you find her on Facebook and add friends, she accepts your request without knowing who you are. The next day at cafeteria you have the formal introduction, you share names, not reached to numbers  yet....... (heart breaker as it sounds) Then slowly you have talks on Facebook. you know

And as is stay stunned over my recent actions here on bed typing this blog and listening to music, i just realized that i had put on headphones on the wrong plug-in. Yeah! kinda stunned!  this shit is not based on love and stuff but just on me and the past three days, if I've known you in G+ you should've realized that I've been damn active recently, Yeah  new followers too! It all began with a dirty game of truth and dare where i lost and as per the dare, i had to put a poll on G+ . Damn till the day i didn't even know what it was. i was just OK and i posted! Yeah, nothing special as it sounds, Just a poll and it was OK! But damn 10 secs after the poll i just put the phone down and it was like beep-beep, Whoa! Am i famous or what? Literally the beeping continued, and something got to me, i started choosing dare for next three rounds and they would ask same. (we played it on mobile phone) The notifications lasted for like the whole day and the next, but i had started po

2015/09/04.  Today’s date, yup it’s all about today! Let’s see a day @college, not a regular one. I saw feelings today. Sounds pretty funny but saw feelings huh! Maybe something like the running nose or smelling feet but I’m not going metaphorically but I mean that! Class 12 HSEB course of Nepal whoa! Turn a page and content on love! The most awkward phase of life is made more awkward. Well let me go to my story. Time: Around 10 in the morning. Class was going on. Was the last lecture of the day, so was supposed to be boring but nah the content was love, another damn class on feelings I’m trying to avoid. Every word teacher was saying was passing through my hearts and I feel myself in the same exact situation, awkward huh? I was scared that I was going to scream the name in my head loudly and how embarrassing it would be. These were all passing through my head, when suddenly I felt something on my ears, felt like someone, I didn’t give a turn but I took a short look back, I

[[This is unedited so sorry if any mistakes are found. 😉]] Let's begin. She touched me. Yup we were having the good ol' conversation and i never realised when we got too close. I have known her for only 3 years now and we weren't even this close more than 3 months long. Now she is there sharing everyday of her. She calls me exactly at 10. (Not exactly) We meet almost evey morning but she gives me a call to ask what it was after we departed and everything and same rule applies to me i do ask. Let's confess it not everyday but few days but time's exact. I never miss being online on viber then. Just for her. I've been out of all social media but couldn't levae that one. Once i tried i could stay out for only 5 hrs. Damn! It was like : 0800 hrs -app uninstalled 1300 hrs- Download fast come one why is the internet slow! 😂 YEAH! I know what you might be thinking and it's "dude!You're screwed!" I know that but can't do anything about

Hey guys! How are you? Thanks for all your support for my blog! new followers and more views in the recent week! Thank you a lot for that! I have something, maybe the most important till date to share with you guys! This is moreover a blog for your suggestions! I won't be laying off the high moral suggestions here, I just want to know what you guys think about it.You can even make a anonymous comment too. Now here it goes! I'm 17 now and yeah 17, teen age, the age of craze but recently i am having a lot of changes, hope they are just hormonal but these are mark able changes!I can't just quietly ignore them. I started a show-off case, pretending being what i am not. I am just a good guy as everyone noted but no i don't feel it as per my definition of good. I am totally avoiding the reality and Damn! caring about things i shouldn't be. Like " Damn! Did i sound rude to her? " " Does she like me ?" " Maybe! She acts different around me "

Late night Blogs. When you try to get to sleep but the only position you would be reaching is opening your PC to post out this nonsensical bog regarding ....................... I don't  know of a topic but Huh let me see,what do you want to hear about?  Well i'll be here for an hour and luckily if by any chance any person would be kind enough to ask anything i would promise to honestly post about it but  better make it about Psychology or the things in which experience matters!  And let's start now! 

Hey guys. It's Saturday and let me share something today too. It's my experience with movies> yeah! We all do watch them and sometimes are o much fantasized by them that we forget our self and try to imitate what's shown out there! You can't say no to that! Trust me i's just something that we had once in our life! This feeling caught me up not long ago but a few years back. IDK maybe i was 13 or something ( I'm 18 now) that i was damn fantasized by a movie and then another and it was a regular pattern that i watch one and a different thought occurred in me and every time it was based on the movie i watched. Yeah a new fantasy every time, either maybe saving the world or falling in love. When i was 16 i just thought it was some immaturity that caught me up but 18 and i still care for that.Yeah watching all those movies and growing different ideas of life that i was afraid to deal with real life to find out the actual meaning of it! I felt lost for an instanc

The most beautiful thing of being a blogger is that i can get help from you guys whenever i want some help. Today let me share my experience on the first day of my English class of this session. Yeah! Sounds boring .English class?? Really you might be asking you would want to share it but yeah! Let me go with it! Trust me it's rather different from what you regularly hear. The teacher entered and the first question following was " Are you in Love?"  and the first person to be chosen to reply was non other than me" Whoa!Man! Love?? and you are asking me!"I thought but none was said. Seriously that's the situation when you can't go front or stay back! So i needed to get out of the position! But man i am some guy with a weak heart and trust me when the teacher pointed on me i was gasped in the sudden terror of  PANIC ATTACK and there was not enough blood in my brain enough to think for the reply. * You might know what difficult position it is to be asked

It was just today when i was back from the classes and was having my lunch around 1200 hrs. Then i suddenly heard a beep in my phone. Got up and checked it. It was a message from someone! I didn't really cared as was having lunch. when i was done and checked it it was a friend of mine with  the initiation of the old fantasy conversation with a message flashing over my screen which read "Heyyyy" The message was followed with a smiley face "☻" The conversation was once in a blue moon with this piece of human being! She was supposed to be one of the " in a relationship girl" and phew! the unexpected she started flirting after the first few regular conversation! What are the guesses i would reply to to the messages first but no! I really don't know why i did it but i checked if her bf was online! I told some friends about it and they were like laughing till the as*** busted out! ROFL! Sounds funny but i really wanted to know what stuck me at the part

Omegle, a site you would love to visit only if you had a choice between it or  going to hell! :p Yeah, in my 1 hour experience i came across maybe 100s of people.  60+ of them were like Stranger : Hi 16 female add me on Kik @********  or add me on instgarm  @****** for s*x chat WTF bitches! I don't want to have s*x chat. I just want to have a good talk! Well i made a list of all the numbers and ids i received and it was 63 phone numbers kik and instgram ids! Just be cool,ladies!Damn! You don't know how irritating it gets when you are really bored and you just need to press the next button without a decent talk! Well the second group of 35+ people were like Stranger : hey Me : Hi! Stranger: Asl! I would then reply as a male and it displays like stranger has disconnected! Dude come on! You are here to pick up girls on omegle! Don't reflect that you're desperate. Just have some good talk and leave! ( I know they also have their moments but i am trying to ref

Hey Guys, been out and about for a few days and sorry for that! I just found out a new page on YT called Tedx talks. It posts on conferences on psychology and if you are interested in the subject that's a place you must visit! I thought of watching it day and night all along until i came across the third i watched which taught me the slow and systemic the better, so promised myself not to let me go for more than 2 a day! It was really an inspiring one!Taught me many of the things!  It's not that it got only the pros. It has a few cons like it although is inspiring few moments you come across the period it reminds you of the memories you tried to forget putting you in such an uncomfortable position you find difficult to overcome. Despite it is worth spending your time on! So Tedx talks!  Give it  a visit!  Who knows may change your life! Keep scrolling and stay tuned for more!☺

New day and a new blog! You must all agree to the fact that Life isn't easy. Yup unless you are enjoying the moment when you come across the blog.Otherwise you are going to think, yup life is hell! And the hell is worst when you are trying to drag some attraction!  Let me go to the beginning and be honest although it may sound creepy , it all began with my idea to have the "flirting" experience.I thought i would write a book and for it i needed some realistic aspects with some fictitious elements. It was going on smooth and being involved in a fight during is also considered normal(for say) while talking! Well then i came across someone!She met me.I didn't even recognized. she told me how she knew me and everything! We got to know each other for a month and as always i tried to get her number!( TBH; She was the first i felt i would call after getting a number!) No reply for  3 days ! Whoa! Was she out? May be angry or didn't trust me! I felt worst, worst than h

Hello bloggers! It's good to be back after a two days break! Well as i have revealed the matter of my blog. Yeah! It's a love story of one of my bros. Let me not mention the name here! This is not a great  if you define great as the one with all the elements of love, breakup, reunion, s*x or other some common factors which we are habituated to see in books but in real life it's different! I can't say i would make a good writing as he said to me but would try my best to create the same excitement i had while hearing the story! This is the part i heard from the boy ! Let's see when i will be lucky enough to hear it from both sides and make it with a complete meaning! Let's me present it in 1st person style but don't surprised. It's not about me! :p It all began from the 1st day of class 9. I was a student of the school and she was an immigrant! She had moved from far away!The first time i saw her, let me be  honest but there was no 'this is my gi

The task of  studying people. The reason i started this blog. I had heard that 'psychology is the first thing to like but the last thing to love" Yeah kind of felt that ! Trying to understand people. Sometimes you turn out to be rude you didn't expect you would turn out to be! Today 3rd for the week another person got angry with me and the worst part of it that she was a female. ( Trust me i am dying. ) I never could say sorry! Man you try to learn people and it ended up in a worse way! Well as per the blogs of other psychiatrist it is normal. Wish it is so! 3rd of the week and still 3 days left on the week! but trust me i am not rude ! i try to be nice!  Sorry if i had hurt you! have a good day! Good BYE!! #Psychology_at_the_worst :(

Guys and gals, Good morning.This actually isn't a blog but a humble and polite request for requesting your precious time for leaving some comments on my blog. I've got some hell of a view which is enough for a newbie but couldn't determine Your views on my blog. If you are loving it please show it. Comment anonymously. But show what you feel because sharing is caring even if it's a thought but not if a STD 😜

Crush or love Good morning bloggers! Yeah! I've been publishing daily as i am kind of free this time. Exam's over and a hell of a free time with lack of enthusiasm to kill it with. So 'm here. Let me share something for other bloggers too. If you are 17 or around and with your parents around it would really be difficult to write a blog. Especially when they understand the language you are writing and are of suspicious nature. How it began: Well today let's go with love. I wouldn't have gone with the topic if i wouldn't have woke up exactly at 4• If i hadn't opened twitter at 4:03 and some of the pages hadn't re tweeted "You know why it never worked with a girl because there is a right girl ♀ waiting for you and it was never meant to be for you two." (it wasn't exactly this but something like that). Actually if you knew me personally you would know that i am some crazy guy with soulmate thoughts. i actually don't feel like sharin

Experience. what we all have every moment of our life but few care to share. It was two days ago i was on a road trip almost an hour long. Full of passengers the bus started . No place to have a seat. I wasn't disturbed but started my inspection out there. Out of the few people i noticed carefully there was this female aged almost 19(i guess) she took out her phone for no apparent reason. I was gazed at the phone . It was a Galaxy grand (not sure I or II). She took out pretended to dial some numbers deleted them. gave her phone a spin in her hands. Opened camera to front checked her makeup.(I know that's funny). Opened her gallery checked some of her selfies and so on. She was pretending as if she was showing all her phone functions. Almost three minutes after she kept it in her bag,that occurred because conductor was out there collecting fares.But she was beautiful anyways. :p There was someone i couldn't figure out who it was but if i had found him/her ( Possibly him b

Hello bloggers! ☺ Thank you for spending some of your time for my blog! Today june 27 2015. The first thing i remember when i woke up was about her. She ,the one in my dreams.The first thing i did was surfed on some social media and saw there was a msg from her.*thought she made my day* Opened it and it was a reply to my last msg. It was only 'k'. That hurts doesn't it. Yeah it does. No questions on that but the more that hurts is seeing her being busy with your friends and not you. Yeah my last post was also based on same.The last moment was a suspect but now 'm sure. All those dreams i had was kind of over. ONCE i even regreated that i am having dreams. LET me take a moment to evaluate myself and SW31. (Thats my codename for her. Sw is my initials 31 is a code i use with my friends so she won't know even i am talking about her in class or Social network). Yeah! I agree that i have my best time when i am with her but is my time worth her. I meant she has the

Getting suspicious. Its in our nature  and guess what it's ok! It's human nature that defies with the conspiracy that it's better now than after it's late. Me too have been the same tody it's been above two months i haven't seen her but 'm ok ! I trust her to the fullest. She was there for me when i remembered i lost hope. The one with the majority share behind my success that i achieved. But sometimes when i open Facebook/twitter/Instagram anywhere if i saw some other guys comment on her posts i get jealous! Whenever she sees some on mine(It's not so often) she goes on asking like who was that? and what ever! But i never had the desire and courage to do so. I remember once when i asked she was like just a good friend like you! Wait! I almost forgot! Why does she keeps asking me about the comments? IS she also into me or is it just me that has a weak and insane heart to go after what i can never have!  I am also a student interested in psychology. i h

Life is not something to be defined on trust!All those late night conversations were not based on the trust we wanted to develop in each other but were based on what we thought we would define learning. We were both learning each other so when the right time comes we could explode like a waterfall and it's all gonna end for once and for all! But guess what life doesn't goes that way! What you thought whom you hated suddenly becomes the one you trust the most.The one for whom you wake up everyday! The one who you remember before bed, the one becomes the world. But guess what you are gonna regreat it every morning that you think about her(i am a boy).You are restless and suddenly you realise you've changed.Nothing is same now. And before you can know it's gonna be over.(Finally got over her and i thank nature for healing it). #experience  #Sw31 *time heals everything*

Thes script has a song out and it has a point "The higher we get the more we miss the ground" No way you won't agree to that!! Yeah some point of your life comes when you are going to experience that.That moment you realise the more height you attain the  more pain on falling to the ground. That's life. #experience_of_the_day :-)

Due to all the misunderstanding, When no one is there, To help you out, To wipe out your tear, and help you enjoy and live in this world, Then remember me..Don't fear. I am the one TRULY YOUR(S).........

It's really awkward how things work out.How we meet.The first conversation we make.The beginning of the conversation with the endless hours of talk with the discovery of a new thing in every word she writes.('m a guy)Then suddenly a time comes when you are left with no more interest.Can't say always but you will know one thing about the other that you end up hating the gal and that's the most awkward thing ever happen.So a suggestion to any one who reads this.Don't let the adventure be over.Live the passion... Stay safe and live happily!!

Attitude is what makes a difference. You are something,try to be another,develop potentials as some other thing.Sometimes you act the most wiredest of all,when you are not supposed to.You develop those characters which makes you ashamed of what you were and what you were. #physcologist :-)